Filming This Weekend-YAY!

OK, so its a new year..even if I’m almost a week late: Happy New Year!! Schools back up now, but idk I always like the 2nd semester of school better cuz it goes by faster and thats when the good stuff happens. The 1st semester is always kinda zzz….

Anyway, this weekend me and my friend get to go filming and i cant wait. we’ve been planning out these videos since the summer-thinking of what we wanna do. we’ve made some videos but not really something where we are acting. it’ll be fun to make one up, we’re gonna do a scary scene. we’re both kinda crazy sometimes so i think it’ll be pretty good. plus we’re gonna go exchange our christmas presents and have like a late holiday and catch up at a mexican resturant i havent been to since i moved away from my hometown. after editing these and working out some more things on the site we get to show it off to people we know. i cant wait!

it seems like other people like videos too. i know of others who are gonna be making movies. i think i got interested in videos from youtube. youtube is life-i watch makeup tutorials on there all the time and sometimes movies too. but other people just go on there and play around by making up different characters and just having fun. thats kinda like us, except we’re doing a different twist. i cant describe what our videos are about or anything its just us making up scenes to act out as we go and then vlogs. im really excited to go shoot some movies, it makes the visits more fun. ‘better than just sitting around bored. its funny to think about what it’d be w/o making videos. i love my camcorder and being crazy. i dont think i’ll do video making as a job, but right now its something fun to do.

Out of School-FINALLY!!

Sooo school is over…finally!!! I still gotta write that thing I posted last time and I’m running out of time. :/ I’m gonna wing it, I guess. Anyways, I can’t wait to see my sister in a few days. I talked to her on the phone the other day and theres lots of things we’re going to do. I love the holidays because thats when I get to see her for longer than the weekend. There’s lots for us to catch up on. And then I get to see my best friend later next month and we’re going to make some more videos and exchange our presents to each other. I went shopping for her the other day. Later today I’m going to go find a dress to wear to church…I don’t  usually do this but I feel like getting a bit dressed up for something.

Anyway, I was looking at my mp3 player and I’m sick and tired of everything on there.  I need different things to listen to. I love Beyonce’s new album but I think i killed it after listening to it everyday. So i’m gonna go through it and take off every artist I hate and add on someone else. First I’m going to go eat lunch, its almost 2 and I haven’t had a single thing. My stomach is growling and I just hope there’s something to eat. It sucks when you don’t know how to cook.

I Know What I Can Do

So…I suck at keeping a blog. I used to have a lot to type about and reading some of it is kinda boring. Stuff has happened but its not really blog materal. There’s 2 types of stuff worth writing down about whats new: 1. the kind of stuff that you don’t mind sharing the world with and having people who’ve never met you in their life know and 2. the kind of stuff that will be complicated for a person who doesn’t know you personally in real life to get and you really don’t feel like sharing. Some stuff should be kept private when doing stuff online.

But here’s some stuff that I can share. I don’t like people who underestimate me. I’ve gotten that a bit more often than I expected since the last time I blogged. Its cuz of my size that people underestimate me. Isn’t that stupid? I know I’m not the average height for someone my age and I know I probably don’t look my age but I didn’t like being told I couldn’t do something by people who didn’t know what I can do. (Going into detail and sharing a huge 500000 word story isn’t somethin I want to do.) It made me feel like I would have to prove myself to people to show that I could do what I said. I didn’t think I should prove myself to those people-or anyone at all. There are people who know me and know what I can do. Plus I know what I can do. To sum up my rant I think some people are very small minded and judge other people to easy. Everyone should get a chance, not someone else just because they look like they can do something better than the other person who is smaller. *rolls eyes* Anyways…

I was recently asked to write something and asked to read it aloud. (Once again not going to explain in detail-its getting kinda late anyway). I write whenever i feel like it and when I have something heavily on my mind. When I don’t think about it I can write stuff that I think is better than writing knowing that I have a deadline, guidelines to follow and most of all that others will be reading it. A blog is different, I’m just going blah blah blah. Writing is more deep and more personal…and knowing others will be hearing me tell them it aloud is more pressure to make something good. Its never when I go up to people I know and say, “I want you to hear something I wrote” or whatever. Maybe when I was smaller and when I could barely spell my full name. I guess  now I’ve gotten more protective and private which is good in some ways. Some things ought to be kept hushed and not HEY YOU LISTEN TO THIS. Other things are okay to tell people. I agreed to do so when asked and I can’t change my mind. I mean I could  but y’know then there’d be the whole “why” and ?s I really wouldn’t have an answer to. I haven’t the slightest idea of what to write about and I should brainstorm and write soon. I should also make my Christmas list too. (Thats a weekend job for me.)

Maybe writing something to share with people who know me won’t be so bad. I don’t have to go super deep if I don’t want to. I can write as personal as I want. I’m being believed in and I do know what I can do.

Fall Findings

Tomorrow night we find out who’s the new president. If its Obama then all those Obama shirts will be like collectables. I’ll admit Idk much bout politics but i wonder who will be president. Hmm. I’m too small to vote right now but I’m not too small to find out who will be the next president though the new president won’t be in the White House until January.

So today after an orthodontist appt I went to Target. Booties (or ankle boots) are very in this fall and I really like the vintage kind. I think they’re cute and so I found me some nice ankle boots at Target but gosh-they were kinda high. You know the high heel thats like you’re on the balls of your feet? Well these were it. Plus the smallest size they had was a 6! And the kids never get any shoes that are that nice-their dress shoes are just shiny flats. I did find a pair of heels in the womens that were like a mid heel but I wasnt sure bout spending 30 on them. I wish I would’ve snatched ‘em up now cuz I think they’d look cute with some of my shirts here at home but oh well I needed a 5 i think, not a 5 1/2, which was as small as they went. I did buy a black shirt though. I don’t have any black except 1 black shirt and thats my Audrey Hepburn tee-which I really do love a lot.

At Rue21 I got me a shirt with stars thats really nice. I’m washing it now w/ some of my colors. And then I got me a necklace thats silver. I don’t like colorful costume jewerly like I once did. I like silver and pearls (fake of course cuz I dont have a lot of money) and stuff that looks like its special or it came from someone special who had you in mind when they were buying it…who took time to find the perfect piece of jewerly for you. I looked at shoes there too but found none. I’m a shopping addict in some way but I can spot a good find easy which is how I was able to stretch birthday money out till 6 weeks after my birthday AND be able to set aside 30 or 40 beforehand to be saved. (Im saving for a new cell phone thats 300.)

Today was a good day. ‘Got out of school early. ‘Found out I have less than a year left w/ my braces and I got some clothes. I woke up in a really cheerful mood too.  :D

My Alter Ego Steps In

My alter ego is at her best. (I don’t think I really have one-well maybe I do, everyone has that “other side” to them. Its sorta funny to say you have one. )She came out a few times since I last posted. The other day someone was trying to “out do” me. They were saying a bunch of lame things to try and aggrivate me and they’d stare at me cross eyed when I wasn’t looking up at them, but I saw them alright. I kept saying something back and they gave up because I either laughed at what they said or I had something to say back. I think my alter ego was there for a sec cuz some of the stuff was real quick. Not that I’m slow..

My alter ego is a quick thinker, loud and has more attitude than me. She’s nice in someway but doesn’t come out when I’m in a good mood. She’s there when I’m shy but can’t be or when I’m mad. But not even my other side could have prepared me for this morning. A person dressed in a zombie costume for Halloween popped out and said rawr when I opened the door at school. I scream kinda. I didn’t expect it and I was careful for a few more hours, from still bein in shock :O .

Today I was online to check my email when I saw on Yahoo an article about netbooks. I didn’t know what a netbook was till just a few hours ago. A netbook is kinda like a laptop but its smaller in appearence, space (like RAM and all that) and limited on what you can do on it. A netbook is meant to be portable and they fit in your bag, they’re like 10 inches long! The use of them is mainly to go on the internet. But you can do an essay or story on Word, post a few pictures, watch a few videos. They don’t have a CD drive or nothin like a regular laptop would. So you can’t watch a DVD. The price is about 300-500 dollars. I want one.

I know I already got a computer but this one looks so cute and I think it would be cool to have one in my bag if I’m going out of town or if I’m not at home and wanna get online for somethin. Dad said I’d probably be spending around 100 dollars more if I include tax, the warranty (so if somethin happens i’m not screwed), and he said somethin else that I forgot. I’m saving up for a new cell phone but this netbook looks kinda cool. This is the link where you can read the post and there are 2 links to some netbooks. I may go to the store this weekend and look at one. http://tech.yahoo.com/blogs/null/108513

Anyway, I’m off to go get dinner. Its Halloween and I should be into candy but i dont want chocolate or anything sweet right now. I did have a Kit Kat bar earlier today-my FAV candy!!